Wednesday, January 31, 2007
My love towards you is a permanient madness,
It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides.
And when it subsides you have to make a decision.
You have to work our wether your roots have become entwined
together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part.
Because this is what love is.
love is not breathlessness, it is not excitementm it is not
the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. that is just being
"in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away.
and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.
I hope you and i have this, that we would have roots that grow
towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom
had fallen from our brunches, we will find that we are one tree and not two
written at 11:10 PM
My love towards you is a permanient madness,
It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides.
And when it subsides you have to make a decision.
You have to work our wether your roots have become entwined
together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part.
Because this is what love is.
love is not breathlessness, it is not excitementm it is not
the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. that is just being
"in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away.
and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.
I hope you and i have this, that we would have roots that grow
towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom
had fallen from our brunches, we will find that we are one tree and not two
written at 11:10 PM
written at 11:06 PM
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
You are she whom i place my heart with,
you are she whom i have loved from the very start.
Patience have driven me to endure,
God has empowered me with such stamina.
Father i pray a prayer,
pleading for forgiveness.
Take this agony from deep within me,
You hear my cries, You wipe them dry.
I thank You for making me a stronger person.
I submit her into Your hands,
praying that You will return her to me
and thats when i know she will be mine.
and a gift from You.
written at 8:38 PM
Friday, January 19, 2007
My sweetest one, now i call on you
i have never loved as i love you.
If you cannot give your heart to me,
i will still and ever love thee.
My hand is weary,
i am thinking about you every hour
not a second goes by; i know not why
unless i am holding you.
Answer me and say you care.
my darling one, thou art so fair,
my heart and grace from within
that lights every star
I long to hear you speak again
pretty words of love in gentle retrain,
just a word from you, on paper of blue
will tell me if the greatest love is true.
written at 9:54 PM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Every slumber moment, just before entering a lassitude state. A lucid image appears when i thought of you, as angelic and ravishing as i saw, i could not help but to tear. You felt like as though you were dwelling in my heart. hitherto it may seem, it was a uncontrollable emotion. In the dark, you shine the brightest most would describe, but did not mention what you looked like in the light. I say in the dark you are unseen, as i close my eyes, i saw you, and in the light i wasn't able to see you. I want to tell you what a pleasent matriarch you are, if you could only let me start by saying how much i love you.
written at 11:16 PM
Let the world stop turning
Let the sun stop burning
Let them tell me love's worth going through.
But if it falls apart,
i will know deep in my heart,
the only dream that mattered had come true,
In this life i loved you.
written at 11:13 PM
Monday, January 15, 2007
Everything i've done, i've done only for your love.
Everything i am, i am in hopes your heart will move.
i know that you love someone else, but while you're away
i'll love you just as though our love
would last till you are grey
till you and i are grey, my love,
and all our days are done, i'll love you just as i do now
Your heart's my only home.
written at 11:07 PM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Until the oceans all run dry,
until the stars fall from the sky,
even if the words don't seem to rhyme
i'll be addicted to your smile.
And if the wind blows out the sun,
i'll still believe you are the one
No matter what we're going through
i'll plan to spend my nights with you.
I promise you my heart won't fade
i swear to you my soul always,
it isn't haard to understand
you're making me a better man.
written at 10:09 PM
Monday, January 08, 2007
written at 12:37 AM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
i'm finally back in singapore, after such a long vacation in indonesia. Spent 1 and half months with my uncle and aunt up there and admiring the magnificent scenery from where we stayed. The sun rays piercing through the think clouds sky, a definate sight and in the evening, the reddish purple outlining of the clouds i was enthralled by. An unseen nature in singapore. The unforgettable nature i encounted was the waterfall. ice chilling i felt running down my warm blooded body. Thinking of an exoctic place to relax your mind and really enjoy the natural view, indonesia is a place to consider. Gosh, i miss that place.
written at 11:51 PM
