Friday, April 27, 2007
i think of you constantly, never once have you left my heart and mind. I long to be by your side, and i definately desire to see you.
written at 3:07 PM
Monday, April 23, 2007
My class, is actually getting more and more fun. With crazy people in it, a definite out come of madness is a sure thing. At break times, can still go clubing, watch movie. craziness to the maximum. Today they went to club at MOS, too bad i didn't want to join them, have to think of my girlfriend, you know, so many girls went boy, so no way i'm going with chao bo's. They came back with red faces and stinging breathe. But still, i prefer being next to her, although i have a bunch of fun friends. so sad...
written at 7:35 PM
My class, is actually getting more and more fun. With crazy people in it, a definite out come of madness is a sure thing. At break times, can still go clubing, watch movie. craziness to the maximum. Today they went to club at MOS, too bad i didn't want to join them, have to think of my girlfriend, you know, so many girls went boy, so no way i'm going with chao bo's. They came back with red faces and stinging breathe. But still, i prefer being next to her, although i have a bunch of fun friends. so sad...
written at 7:35 PM
Friday, April 20, 2007
Whenever i trust someone, i get betrayed. why! i hate this feeling, where i put her in a difficult situation. people say i suck, i think i really do suck.
written at 12:41 AM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
God answers simple prayers so quickly, and tells you to wait for the others. I was alone in the bus on the way to school today, i looked up and i saw the grey heavy sky. Immediatly i thought of my girl, she was having games in school. i started praying for good weather so that she would have a great time in school, with faith i went to sleep. When i woke up, i saw the sun shinning and yes! my prayers were answered. Thank you God.
written at 8:57 AM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
She has once again made my day bright and happy.
written at 3:08 PM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
In school, i have plenty of time in my hands. Today, as i was on the way to school, i fell asleep in the cab, i had a prompting telling me to take care of her. I am not sure what exactly that meant. As i'm writing this, i'm thinking of the times i had with her, the times i spent with her. A feeling i've never experience in my whole relationship life. I believe God has a plan for me, and He has already brought me to the door step, and it's finally revealing. i pray that He will strenghten my thoughts and heart, that will keep me moving for the next 3 years. I thank God for her constant support, care and love.
written at 9:50 AM
Friday, April 13, 2007
It all began on the 20th of nov, the day o levels ended, mark of freedom and enjoyment. It was the day after that i was travelling to indonesia, a 2 months vacation that i took all the way to 1st jan. Back then i had many things in mind, a constant question of should i or should not. There were many unsolved matters still lingering back and forth in my heart. Well, when i was up in indo, a relaxed state i was in, a facade would be the only way out, it left me no choice. All that occupied my mind was her. she dwelled in for a year, i've been talking to God since that very day. Moving on, it was a great holiday spent up in indo, albeit i longed to be with her, another choice that wasn't in my volition. I came back on the 1st of jan, i was shocked to see what came in via sms, it was her! She made my day, the unexpected message came in at a perfect time. That day was the start of getting to know her deeper. On and on i had great times spent with her.Months passed and febuary came so soon, my relationship with God was made stronger in this month . He was with me ever single step of this journey, never leaving nor forsake me. I was brought to my lowest point of my life in this month. So many things had happen every since and i did not feel the presence of God at that time, thankfully she picked my faith up and did not allow me to fall. Thats the reason why God gave her to me, and i'm definately thankful for that gift. She has marked so many wonderful memories in my life, and believe it or not, nowadays, such girls are very and almost impossible to get. A gift has to be given for such girls to come by.Now that it's the last few days of the holidays, my prayer still continues for the rest of my life till God decides to take me. The same prayer every since this journey began.
written at 11:43 AM
Monday, April 09, 2007
If anyone would want to know what a brilliant vacation i had, i would tell them i have not only experienced a gorgeous holiday, i had an indescribable time spent wisely. The depth of this magnificent period could only be given by God. He has used her to provide me with such sincere love. A thank you would be a surface level mode of appreciation, i dedicate my life in understanding and building a closer relationship with God, and with His strength, she will be well taken care of.
written at 11:34 PM
