It all began on the 20th of nov, the day o levels ended, mark of freedom and enjoyment. It was the day after that i was travelling to indonesia, a 2 months vacation that i took all the way to 1st jan. Back then i had many things in mind, a constant question of should i or should not. There were many unsolved matters still lingering back and forth in my heart. Well, when i was up in indo, a relaxed state i was in, a facade would be the only way out, it left me no choice. All that occupied my mind was her. she dwelled in for a year, i've been talking to God since that very day. Moving on, it was a great holiday spent up in indo, albeit i longed to be with her, another choice that wasn't in my volition. I came back on the 1st of jan, i was shocked to see what came in via sms, it was her! She made my day, the unexpected message came in at a perfect time. That day was the start of getting to know her deeper. On and on i had great times spent with her.
Months passed and febuary came so soon, my relationship with God was made stronger in this month . He was with me ever single step of this journey, never leaving nor forsake me. I was brought to my lowest point of my life in this month. So many things had happen every since and i did not feel the presence of God at that time, thankfully she picked my faith up and did not allow me to fall. Thats the reason why God gave her to me, and i'm definately thankful for that gift. She has marked so many wonderful memories in my life, and believe it or not, nowadays, such girls are very and almost impossible to get. A gift has to be given for such girls to come by.
Now that it's the last few days of the holidays, my prayer still continues for the rest of my life till God decides to take me. The same prayer every since this journey began.
written at 11:43 AM
About Me
Yeah,it's my life
it's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
