what have i done

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

through love all that is bitter will be sweet
through love all the is copper will be gold
through love all dregs will turn to purest wine
through love all pain will turn to medicine
through love the dead will all become alive
through love i would be able to tell the world you are mine

written at 11:02 PM

Monday, June 25, 2007

You know when she feels extremely sad or disappointed, how i wish i could hold her heart and comfort it, it's the only place that is hurting the most and worse of it all, i can't be there with her. My promise still stands, no matter what you're going through, i have made that promise and it shall be carved deep down into the hearts of hers and mine. As for now, before i head to slumber, i'll get down on my knees, look towards the cross and beg the Lord for the one and only person on this earth whom i love so so so so so so much, to be touch and comforted at any point of sadness or pain she feels, by His hands. His comforting hands, His soft voice and His gentle hug would be all i ask for. This is my prayer for tonight and God knows how much i would really want to see her cry tears of comfort and joy knowing that her God has heard my cries.

written at 12:00 AM

Monday, June 18, 2007

Half or almost the whole of last week, spent it in the church camp also known as ignition. Gosh, it's the first time i'm being a group leader in church, seriously it ain't easy. but well, did manage to pull through it with the support of my one and only girl and the strength that God has given me at every step of my life, had a few from my friends here and there. i miss the times i spent worshiping with arms lifted high pointed in the direction towards the heavens. in my whole entire life, since the day God opened my eyes, i've never ever lifted my hands to worship, what a miracle.
now that school has started, have to get back to the studying mode. today, i made a promise, that i will grow up and get the money to provide for my girl, that she will not live a horrible life eating gruel everyday. I will work my way up to the PHD level and obtain the results to be able to provide for her. SO! God thank you for being there for me during my failures and passes. i know You are here when i'm typing this so You will strengthen me again and everything i do, it's for the glory of Your name, and of course for my darling, never forgetting you. i love you Jesus and i love you darling.

written at 11:20 PM

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Monday
met her in the morning for breakfast, headed to tp and waited for her test to end and while doing that, i dropped by uncle leon's stall to steal food so that i could fill up my craving stomach with proteins, carbos and fiber.

Tuesday
about the same as the former day, went down to tp to wait for her test to end. about an hour worth of waiting but this time i dropped by the table at the design block and took advantage of the breeze and fell asleep. it's quite cool sleeping in a foreign environment and not know what can happen to you. after that we went down to the airport to 'kia kia', dear girl had to study, so sat down with her but now it wasn't the wind i took advantage of, it's the aircon. yeah.

Wednesday
this day, we met for breakfast at the coffee shop nearby the school. Had prata and a cup of tou nies. managed to sustain the hunger all the way to lunch and during lunch, we trained to the airport once more and had lunch at breeks. but it wasn't really considered lunch, the two huge eaters had devour their meals before that.

Thursday
Ah, thursday stands for the interesting day. a so called road trip we had. both of us spent a day walking around raffles and tanjong pagar area. GOSH, it was crazy boy! took pictures with a half dead camera but still managed to capture memories. hahaha.. walk walk and walk. crazy day i had with my dearest girl.

Friday
don't worry, it isn't the same as the day before. went for break fast with uncles and had dim sums steaming in a pot. high class food taken at a low class place. after that met darlings ats tampines MRT. we went for a movie at the cathay, the movie also known as ocean's 13. cool show, go catch it NOW! while stocks last. then watch another movie at a much higher class place, her house. in her shoes is the name of the second show and it lasted all the way to 5 plus, and then went over to siglap to return the CDs. next flew over to NTUC to grab groceries for dinner. we cooked over the stove for dinner. yeah, ate with sweetie's family.

thats all for the week. want more details please call 93372703

written at 8:38 AM