Monday, June 18, 2007
Half or almost the whole of last week, spent it in the church camp also known as ignition. Gosh, it's the first time i'm being a group leader in church, seriously it ain't easy. but well, did manage to pull through it with the support of my one and only girl and the strength that God has given me at every step of my life, had a few from my friends here and there. i miss the times i spent worshiping with arms lifted high pointed in the direction towards the heavens. in my whole entire life, since the day God opened my eyes, i've never ever lifted my hands to worship, what a miracle.
now that school has started, have to get back to the studying mode. today, i made a promise, that i will grow up and get the money to provide for my girl, that she will not live a horrible life eating gruel everyday. I will work my way up to the PHD level and obtain the results to be able to provide for her. SO! God thank you for being there for me during my failures and passes. i know You are here when i'm typing this so You will strengthen me again and everything i do, it's for the glory of Your name, and of course for my darling, never forgetting you. i love you Jesus and i love you darling.
written at 11:20 PM