what have i done

Monday, July 30, 2007

I stood at the bus stand, looking through the crystal droplets as I can

Each drop represented the time we’ve spent, and those we’ve dent.

The times we had comprised of the bad and the glad.

Whatever it was, I am still yours

Whatever it takes, I will never break.

I loved and love you,

Even if the world came crashing down on you,

I will still love you.

My arms are your possession, for I know my expression

This I tell you, that your heart will be at ease.

I love you sweetheart and the world will know,

You dwell in a place that only God can take you away

written at 11:46 PM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

If ever someone tells me you hate me,
i'll tell them what have i done that you need to lie.
If someone tells me you died,
i'll tell them i know she's in a safe place
If someone hates you,
he or she hates me as well
If someone points a knife at you,
i'll take the knife and stab myself and say
my love is in here, come and claim her.

written at 9:47 AM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

I looked up into the heavens, with eyes ablaze.
I shut my windows and i saw your face.
I stood there, telling you i care.
Brushing your hair, i kissed your lips.
A soft whisper i could hear, strengthening my heart for not to fear.
She is yours my child, do not tear in times of trial.
Open your eyes for i am here, i will make your life crystal clear.
I starred at you, saying darling, i love you.

written at 11:02 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

I have to write my heart out now before this day comes to an end. From the day i went into a relationship, i have NEVER ever experience a girl, also known as my girlfriend, satisfy me more than any form of words can describe, as what happened a few hours ago. Even with the largest name tag carver, or the world's finest felt pen, it can never engrave an unforgettable, magnificent vision i see whenever i shut my eyes. spent the day afternoon, holding her in my arms, at the peak of Mount Fabour. No words can be greater than this, no actions can be more significant than this, no sight can be seen more majestic than what i saw. I've seen the joy in her eyes, i've seen the love in her heart, i've felt the passion in her kiss, i've cried in her embrace. What on this earth, other than the love of such a person, can one with sin, failure accept such a heavenly, marvelous gift from God. I bow before the cross with honor and repentance, thanking Him, what a prodigious gift He has given me. With the only words of i love you can repay you for such a immeasurable, infinite love you've shown. Thank you darling. I LOVE YOU

written at 11:35 PM

Saturday, July 14, 2007

I looked out the window, closed my eyes and faced the wind.
i hummed a song of praise, with tears on my cheeks
i asked myself, why is this happening.
Maybe God put her in my life for a certain purpose.
it could because He wants me to learn something.
Day and night i figure, what's the best way
to carve a love that will last.
I'll lay my life before her, if that’s the only way
unless an alternative.
Anoint my lips, so that the words i speak
will touch her heart.

If ever one day, we are brought apart
remember what i tell you.
I was born to one day hold your hand,
to wrap my arms around you.
I was placed on this earth by the Almighty,
just to tell you how much
I love you.

written at 12:18 PM

Thursday, July 12, 2007

when i look into your eyes, i'm telling you you're mine.
when i hold you, i'm telling you i'll be here for you.
when i kiss you, i'm telling you're never alone.
when i hug you, i'm telling you i'll never let you fall.
whenever you leave me, i'll stand behind you looking at you,
telling you i'm watching you, looking after you, and in all, i do this to
tell you how much i love you.

written at 9:38 AM

Monday, July 09, 2007

God, please help me.

written at 11:22 PM

Sunday, July 01, 2007

There is a girl who told me that she once liked me. The thing i saw in her was fun loving, kind, caring and true enough i fell for her. i knew her for quite some time already and finally i could feel that i had feelings for her, but she had someone in her heart. i was extremely sad when i heard her tell me she had someone else. How i wish she was in the same school as i am, unfortunately that couldn't take place. I told her i liked her way before i knew she liked someone but after hearing that, it left me no choice but had to fade my feelings for her unwillingly. After a while, i liked her silently and told everyone who knew i liked her previously that i had no feelings for her anymore. but i lied. Months past and nothing seemed to take place.

Don't be surprise if i tell you that girl is now someone whom i love and she belongs to me.
she is my darling.

written at 10:04 PM